every police officer, every firefighter, every one ever our brave men and women that go overseas, they risk their lives, their lives, every day. they never know if they're ever come home and see their family again. and our politicians are afraid of losing their seat? i mean it takes a little bit more balls to run this job and to do this kind of a profession. i mean that's how you get things done. so that's what we need, political courage to go in there, to fix the problems, there's five, six major problems that we have in the united states and they need to be fixed and they should stop picking around and pointing fingers and each other that is not going to build any roads and that's not going to make our ire clean. air clean. >> in your book you lay bare your personal life and your struggles here. having affairs is something that's been surmountable for political figures, public figures in this country. you took it astep beyond. you fathered a child with the family housekeeper. publicly humiliated your wife, maria shriver over and over again. do you think you've lost credibility as a p